Xiaoyi's Blog
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Sunday, December 18, 2005
第一个真正的中文blog Entry.
最近想得很多。担心自己以后的前途问题。我在这个学校里,只能算得上是一个很普通的学生。没有什么很出色的地方。但是,身边的朋友都是一个比一个强的。有时候,真的感觉很自卑,觉得自己选择这个学校到底是不是正确的,是做鸡头,还是做凤尾?
和他个关系一天比一天稳定。最起码,我希望是这样的。发现自己有时候做的决定,定下的目标多多少少都有受一点他的影响。(有时候,我会想象,如果哪一天他离开了我,我的生活会怎样。自己到底会有多难过。要有多长时间才能恢复,才能试着去喜欢,了解另外一个人。他的离开,对我的一些人生目标会不会有所影响。我没有过很痛苦的失恋,希望不要会有。)就这样,平平淡淡的走下去,我没有什么别的要求。
明年秋天开学,我就是毕业的一届了。我有压力,也许是对自己没有兴信。现在想太多也没有什么用,努力吧。船到桥头自然直。
Just a thought
"The person who loves you the most is yourself. "
I heard this from a movie. I don't like how it sounds, but I can't totally disagree with it.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Early Morning
Couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep.. :(
I slept 3hrs last night and have been awake since 8am the previous morning. I should be tired.. and I am tired.
WHy couldn't I got to sleep.. too many things on my mind... Or am I giving myself a hard time.
Tomorrow will be a better day.