第一个真正的中文blog Entry.

最近想得很多。担心自己以后的前途问题。我在这个学校里，只能算得上是一个很普通的学生。没有什么很出色的地方。但是，身边的朋友都是一个比一个强的。有时候，真的感觉很自卑，觉得自己选择这个学校到底是不是正确的，是做鸡头，还是做凤尾？

和他个关系一天比一天稳定。最起码，我希望是这样的。发现自己有时候做的决定，定下的目标多多少少都有受一点他的影响。（有时候，我会想象，如果哪一天他离开了我，我的生活会怎样。自己到底会有多难过。要有多长时间才能恢复，才能试着去喜欢，了解另外一个人。他的离开，对我的一些人生目标会不会有所影响。我没有过很痛苦的失恋，希望不要会有。）就这样，平平淡淡的走下去，我没有什么别的要求。

明年秋天开学，我就是毕业的一届了。我有压力，也许是对自己没有兴信。现在想太多也没有什么用，努力吧。船到桥头自然直。

Just a thought

"The person who loves you the most is yourself. "

I heard this from a movie. I don't like how it sounds, but I can't totally disagree with it.

Ankur's Birthday (Dinner)

Early Morning

Couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep.. :(
I slept 3hrs last night and have been awake since 8am the previous morning. I should be tired.. and I am tired.
WHy couldn't I got to sleep.. too many things on my mind... Or am I giving myself a hard time.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

First Snow

I realize I haven't been posting for a while. First real snow in Pittsburgh this year. Snow fight on the hill across Morwood with Meghan, Varun and Joe was a lot of fun.
I slided down the hill on the tray!